a list of things you should know about me

today's topic for the blog every day in may challenge is things that make me uncomfortable, which essentially is a list of things you should know about me. i have ocd and a panic & anxiety disorder so you already know right there that this list will be long...
-my face being touched -being too close to my face -other people driving -driving in general -racy movies, shows, or commercials -my feet being touched -driving next to semi trucks on the freeway -crowded places -grocery shopping -being put in the position to choose where to eat or go -hosting parties or get-togethers -my belly being touched -kind of being touched in general -kissing on the lips -preparing food -germs -public restrooms -bathrooms at peoples houses -going over to someones house for the first time -public speaking -singing in front of a crowd -tests -things touching my face [i have to wear glasses, but don't because they're touching my face] -driving to someones house for the first time and having to look for their address -interviews -having my photo taken [i used to model!] -wearing non-stretchy jeans -deadlines -taking a shower with someone else -disorganized psaces -chaos -yelling/fighting -confrontation -political conversations -controversial conversations -when other people embarrass themselves -when i'm embarrassed -my legs being touched -getting a pedicure -waiting for people in the vehicle -laundry [the putting everything away part] -public events -when it's too cold or too hot outside -wearing a bathing suit -big cities
there are definitely many many more so i could go on, but i think that all of those things are plenty for you to understand what makes me uncomfortable. of course, most these things seem a little extreme for normal people, but because of the ocd and panic/anxiety disorder, it is a lot more of a struggle for me. but even with these things i am a pretty normal person to be around :) i've had ocd my whole life, but the panic & anxiety disorder didn't rear it's ugly head until i had my daughter, bry, 11 years ago. it's been a struggle since. i've tried medication, therapy, natural remedies... nothing has really worked, so i live with it. most days i can keep it under control, but there are days when the panic and anxiety well up so much inside of me that i have no choice but to have a panic attack. it is scary! but i just keep reminding myself that i can get through it and that i will feel better when it's over. 
what makes you uncomfortable?

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